*chuckle, shaking head*

Obviously there is a story.

I can't tell it.

First, I don't know the whole story and can only guess how it played itself out.

Second, I have no idea how to write it...... I'm at a loss.

Not only does my muse seem to be missing, but I'm starting to suspect it's dead.........

Now which one was it? Melpomene,Thalia,Clio

In other news, I owe an apology. Which I can't seem to write, can't seem to formulate, into any form. Always nice when this is the case, maybe that it's not one that can be done in email. I'm at a total loss. I didn't want the new year to start without doing what I could do, to 'Own' up to it.

Definitely me, and this is all I can manage......

I am very sorry.

Not, asking for forgiveness.

Sometimes you just 'step' in it, but that's no excuse...

I just don't have the words.

so...

I wrote these lines........

There is a not so fine line between "my play with this blog" and peoples lives.... That line was never supposed to be crossed. Hubris.....

I needed to have someone to collude in the final chapter of "the mop" and I got it...

I had to remember that "The Mop" is an Anti-hero, I cooked up as a fun little game. A little release from the monotony, and banality of life. He isn't real.

and I killed it........